Saturday, September 22, 2007

Not letting it get to me

Yea, I'm a slacker and I know it.

School has started and as one might have guessed from the title change, I've gone from where I come from to where I belong. It's a good feeling, knowing that you are exactly where you're supposed to be for right now. It's terrifying to look forward and have no idea where you're supposed to be going, but at least I know I'm in the right place for the here and now.

I'm terrified by the future. I never felt like this when it came to leaving high school and going to college. I knew that great things were waiting for me, and that I would love it. But there's so much more unknown when it comes to post-college. I have not real idea what I want to do with my life. I'm trying not to let it get to me.

Besides, why should I focus on all that crap when I can focus on enjoying being where I belong right now?